| theres a time & a place. this isnt either. |
[Oct. 27th, 2006|04:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  goood | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the wind blowing | ] |
Things just keep on getting more interesting.
I'm Little Red Riding Hood for halloween & I look like a hooker.
Working is going alright. I can't wait to get paid though. I have to work tomorrow night 5-9 and then Saturday 2-8.
Saturday is also Moon Fest which i'm going to dressed like a hooker in my Little Red Riding Hood costume which my mom thinks is cute. (is there something wrong with that?? haha)
As for now, I'm ready for bed. |
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| right now hes probably up behind her with a pool stick shown her how to shoot a combo |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|09:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Academy Is - Skeptics and True Believers | ] |
Who knows whats going on these days. I surely dont. I guess I would say that I'm happy at the moment.
School is going fine. Work is going well. No complaints there.
So this new guy is interesting, like we have goofy conversations, and I feel like I can be myself around him and not be looked at like "whaaaa?". But, what I want to know is : does he or does he not have a girlfriend. He hasn't told me, and I haven't bothered to ask. I mean, should I ask? Would it be awkward? He's just fun to be around - and gives weak back massages - but I can settle. What to do? We're studying for our Astronomy test together. And when I was at his place the other day, we were laying in his bed watching tv and (I decided to leave since he mentioned he was going to take a nap) we hugged goodbye but it was sort of awkward because he was laying down and I wasnt and when we disengauged from the hug, our gazes lingered and he just smiled like one of those sly smirky cheeky smiles, I slid off the bed and left. What do I make out of that? I guess we'll see how 'studying' goes - whenever we do do that.
Peace. |
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| chigga whaaaaat |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|02:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the format - Lets make this moment a crime | ] |
I'm leaving for Orlando tomorrow around 1:00pm ish. I cant wait. Erin and I are riding with ashley's mom up and down, which should be pretty darn cool.
I'm packed. Well, i've BEEN packed since..yesterday. haha
I got ditched in my astronomy class today by mr.wonderful - ugh it was so boring. I think i'm gonna step out of my shy shell and tell him that class sucks without him.. should I? Yes? No? maybe? (feedback thanks)
I cant wait for this weekend
I need to stop spending money. Like really bad
I want to get my nails done, but I dont want to fuck them up again.
I cant wait to party hardy in Orlando. YAY
WOOHOO
LETS GO!!!
Ugh gotta wake up semi early tomorrow to LEAVE!!
PEACE BABES |
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| Just let me worry about the mistakes I want to make |
[Oct. 6th, 2006|03:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | impact resistant windows and doors! | ] |
You dont make a difference now.
I'm good on my own.
There might be somebody new.
Whatcha gonna do about that boiiii - haha
I'm hoping things work out for the good.
Other than that, school is going well. I'm passing all of my classes. YAY. I got a really good revsion of my paper from my Prof. So, that pretty much made my wednesday. Also, work is going well. Its soo easy. I basically just sit there for hours and watch tv. Occasionally i'll get a customer..but thats rare.
So i'm pretty stoked for Halloween Horror Nights..even though emily and I dont know how exactly we're getting there. But accidently, emily reserved a rent-a-car. Its 115.20 for the weekend and its a Dodge Neon or "something like it" so we might be taking that. However, I dont want to spend the 60 dollars on a damn car lol. Oh well' more later when I know exactly whats going on I suppose. |
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| if i had to choose btwn him and day light i'd be one nocturnal sun of a gun |
[Oct. 1st, 2006|09:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | one republic - apologize | ] |
sgjhdfjghdfjh
Whyd you have to come up and talk to me.
Do you have any idea what that did?!
Talk about ruining my I'm-not-going-to-talk-to-you streak.
WAY TO GO DOUCHE BAG.
You made my heart race and my face flush.
YA you have that power.
Hopefully you wont figure that out.
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[Sep. 13th, 2006|07:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | clickity click click | ] |
Things are good.
I'm good. I'm calmer. I'm putting things behind me. I'm accepting.
But I still get those silly butterflies when hes around / mentioned. So I guess I'm not completely over it yet.
I have a new job! It's "The Tan Factory". Even though I'm totally against fake and bake, I'm working there. Its money. I start training on Friday bright an early 8:30am - 2:00pm.
I really should be doing my paper now.
Okaaaaay. |
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| good to see ya but hey i gotta GO |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Christina Aguleria - genie in a bottle | ] |
Teeheehee
I cant wait for Sunday.
Lisa was serious good thing you stopped laughing.
Get tested babe.
Who knows where thats been.
heres a little p.s
dont come crawling back to me, because as for now you are just as filthy as she is. |
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| because of YOU i wanted to throw up. |
[Sep. 6th, 2006|01:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | One Republic - Apologize | ] |
Lets set the scene shall we?!?!
Im happy laughing with emily walking through the door.
I look into the living room to see whos watching tv.
Then I see you.
You ON HER.
YOU looked at me.
I wanted to THROW UP.
1. Dont even THINK about coming near me.
2. Dont even attempt to talk to me.
3. I hate the fact that I still dont hate you. I just hate what youre doing.
4. WHAT THA HELL is wrong with you. ARE you DUMB?!
5. You disgust me.
6. SEE if i CARE anymore.
FUCK YOU & YOUR NASTY SLUT |
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| swing batta swing |
[Sep. 4th, 2006|08:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy but not crying. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ludacris & pharell - money maker | ] |
Yeah thats right, I did ignore you all day. And it was hard.
You might want to ask your sister how to cover up that nasty ass hoe's hicky she gave you. Its not attractive.
I do have to admit, it was hard being cold and mean to you. But you have no idea how you diserve it.
I dont know what to think about you anymore. Clear that up would ya? |
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| How Dare YOU |
[Sep. 4th, 2006|12:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Hurt. really hurt. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rascall flatts - my wish | ] |
FUCK YOU.
You have no idea how much you hurt me.
Who the fuck do you think you are to just lead me on like that flirt with me like all the time and then go off and be with some other girl who isnt all that attractive. You did the one thing that I HATE the most. YOU disappointed me. There probably wont ever be any redemption what-so-ever. Youre such a fake. Dont come near me.
I hate that i liked you.
I hate that i dont really hate you at all.
Youre making me say "hate" and I hate it.
Why.
Erase my number from your phone and forget i ever gave it to you.
I hate you. And the sad part of all of this, you have NO idea how much you hurt me.
So fuck you.
You made me cry. |
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| I cant understand |
[Aug. 26th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Billy Joel - Uptown girl | ] |
Week Recap:
Sunday : Worked until close. Got poured on. Oh and my car battery died. So I had to yell across the parking lot to see if someone had jumper cables. Luckily a lifeguard did.
Monday : First day of school. I got my room numbers mixed up. Apparently AL246 doesnt exist. My room number that I was supposed to go to was AL346. That made me 10 minutes late. Luckily this random girl was nice and helpd me. Without her, I probably woulda missed the entire class.
Tuesday : I get a bubble in my tire and the traction decides to fly off while i'm on I-95. Talk about scary. I was 1/2 a mile from my exit. So these mexican guys had stopped bc their "truck died" and changed my tire. My dad finally got there..and told me "oh since they fixed your tire you should of left , then i would of known you were okay" - parking at school is like .. playing frogger in the middle of NYC traffic. Then I practically ran across campus not knowing where im going for my Psychology class - so after asking a guy who appeared to work at the school he pointed me in the RIGHT direction. And I was actually on time.
Wednesday : Everything was going smoothly. I visited Mike Goodwin and Chong in their dorm (their building is right next to my english class convienant.) and that was pretty cool. I like their room. Got to class. Had a good class.. I'm on my way just dandy and then just as i get off of 95 about to merge into traffic on Lantana road..the CAR DIED. Like it stopped..and wouldnt turn on. Then this State Trooper pulls up behind me and was like "ma'm what seems to be the problem here?" - I actually said "are you serious?! Im STUCK in the middle of the off ramp of 95 and uh obviously my car WONT START. I called my mechanic and he told me to lift the hood and let it cool off so there." State Trooper says " well im gonna have to push you outta traffic so you dont cause a problem". He pushed me to the gas station. My dad came to my rescue (again) and I had to ZOOM over to PBCC to get to my math class. I was 35 minutes late for that. And he professor made it a point to get to being tardy when i got there.
Thursday : Nothing exciting happened.
Friday : had english homework and didnt know it was due. way to go. |
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| Its good to hear your voice. |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|11:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | KC & JoJo - All my life | ] |
This is a very emotional weekend for everyone. We're all seperating and going off to college. Going in our different directions. Some are going to the same place, but starting a new chapter of life, some are staying local and then going off somewhere. I am not ready to see my closest friends leave. It's really hard - you would think "they'll be back soon so dont fret about it" but, its going to be really weird on like the weekends when you want to call someone and then realize "Oh I cant call so & so because they're not around." Thats sad. I'd rather not think about it, but when 97% of your best friends are leaving..you cant really ignore it. I might not even get to see my best friend of 12 years before she goes off to college - I find that really really saddning. I'm not ready for this ginormous change. Cant we just go back to highschool one last time just to relive the moments that we had?
But the good thing is - when they do come back they know they'll be welcomed with open arms. Now and forever.
Is he being a tease or playing hard to get? I dont know and personally, I dont like it. If you like me say so. Confusing a girl who Likes You isnt a brilliant idea. |
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| and she said |
[Aug. 17th, 2006|06:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bummed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | all 4 one - i can love u like that | ] |
So now he knows. and the results from that was sorta disappointing. so he doesnt want a girlfriend at the moment - thats understandable - but i was kinda expecting that hed say something to erin along the lines of "oh i like her too .. so thats cool" or "shes a cool girl but I dont want a girlfriend at the moment" type of thing. But thats not what I got. So now i think im going to wallow in my towel and listen to sad music.
Boys are too much. When will things work out in the way that you want them to - like having mutual feelings. But wait. isnt flirting a type of mutual feeling - do correct me if im wrong. |
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